Struggling Father desirous to see his Son - 39
My Dearest Beta Shanu,
On certain days, my heart aches with the pain and desires the proximity of your self and shower my love and accept the bliss which I will get by playing with you and being with you. But then the realism hits me and takes me in a zone of practical demerits of my wishes as it has happened several times in past that whenever I have tried to make you happy or comfortable or be with you there has occurrences where both of us have been forced to be in situations where either one or both of us have been negatively impacted and forced to separate. I can absorb the impact of the unpleasant and external surrounding, negativity (statements, emotions, desires) but will never allow you to be used or part of the stream where negative energy prevails. There are several thoughts and questions which hit me, but in the end my love for you prevails. The positive and selfless energies surround me and your and my existence of being takes much deeper meaning of existence, as being every where and nowhere at the same time. In discrete mathematics or science there is something known as bounds, and being a disciple of computer science and always in search of applications looks like applications are restricted by bounds or set theories, but whenever the subjective view of science has been taken in terms of messages or networks then the bounds and boundaries have been replaced by broader value chains and globalizations but again restricted by finiteness of scope of data storage boundaries or data set bounds. But the moment we think of infiniteness we deal with hypothesis of inherent capabilities of self surviving blocks of matter or cells and all the streams of intellect converge because then we are not talking about matter, they are just indicators of visualizations, actually we are very closer to the truth of eternal inner self of various definitions of energies like soul or cosmos. Also the definitions of inner-self and outer-self converge and are infinite not the tendency towards infinity. This is strange as the moment we start talking about boundless in engineering or science the definitions become vague, but the subjectivity of spirituality is very objective when we describe infinity. Actually it’s not contradictory as the path towards spirituality has first few steps via science and engineering. Its like, yoga is used to prepare a soul for meditation, similarly science (understood properly) prepares a person to attain the higher knowledge of cosmos and spirituality. May be it’s the reason though my fitness or physical being is decreasing but my energies and love for you is increasing and crossing boundaries of my inner fears and external influences and forces. This fusion of knowledge of materialism, science and spirituality raises new questions but questions are the path to answers, Right son!
So after my thoughts which you may pr may not appreciate once you start understanding sentences and english language and off course the receiver has strength to preserve and disclose them to you. Here is the story which I enjoy in painting and sending it you and you will certainly enjoy now when it is narrated to you. So few lines from my articles and now few lines from the Aesop’s stories for you. This is how we are communicating, Rightooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HA! HA! HA!
Below is the story of the old and weak lion. Enjoy dearest Krishnu and sleep well.
In the forest far away there lived an old and weak lion. He was the king of the jungle. Since he was weak, he use to call all the animals and give them many tasks.
The crow has to groom him; the ass had to carry the load of food for the lion. The ass found it very difficult, but he told himself, ”The king calls me a beast of burden. May be that’s what I was created for. “ The mouse was the court jester. He had to entertain the lion. He would pop upon his puny hind legs, fiddle with his whiskers, squint his eyes and tickle his pointed ears.
The fox was the lion’s advisor. He guided the lion in all matters concerning the forest. The fox always praised the lion and thus earned himself the lion’s favour. The animal suffered under the lion’s cruel rule.
One day, the animals of the forest met secretly. But the fox who was a cunning animal went to the lion and told him everything that the animals has discussed.
The lion called all the animals immediately. “I heard there was a private meeting, planning to overthrow me,” said the lion. “Who were the plotters?”
All the animals were afraid. They knew that the traitor had betrayed them. They stood up fearing the worst. “Put them to death,” the lion roared. All the animals were silent.
Suddenly, shrill voice was heard. It was a little mouse. “That is not fair,” he squeaked. “Yes,” rumbled another. “Restore justice,” croaked the frog. “That is right,” trumpeted the elephants. And soon all the animals shouted in chorus, “Down with the lion.”
The lion was very surprised. He did not know what to do. He hastily consulted the fox, but the fox could offer no solution. The lion was angry with the fox. The fox, seeing that he was in trouble ran away.
Meanwhile, all the animals marched towards the lion surrounding him. The lion was afraid. He was weak and could not chase the animals away.
The wild pig prodded him, then all the other animals attacked and killed the cruel lion.
From that day, none of the animals had anyone to fear. They all lived peacefully together.
HA! HA! HA!
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So beta, I will pray that things may improve from where they are now and sense will prevail and both us will be allowed to be united in an atmosphere of truth and trust. Till then hope and pray that my voice and letters reach you and your sound and image reaches me. May smile never leave your lips and Lord shower all the blessings, peace, and wisdom on you. Always try to say your prayers before you sleep and after you get up in the morning. I will always be with you and one day we will definitely be united. I hope and I pray.
Om!
Your Father
Ravi
