Letter to my Sanidhya on his mother's birthday

My Dearest Beta Sanidhya,
I don’t know whether my letters have reached you or not, but today at about 12:00 AM in the night thought of flowing with the thoughts, feelings in my heart and senses articulated by my brain. Today on the birthday of your mother, if she is near you, wish her as a dear son should always do. I will also pray for her to wish that she will be blessed with love and compassion in her heart. I also wish that she will get courage to embrace truth and humane values. May God bless her and show her the path to truth, humbleness and happiness. I will continue to write stories, poems and lessons for you, but don’t know at present whether the material channels will bring them to you as they have not worked in-spite of my best efforts. But anyway sometimes heart tells you and you follow it for the sheer purity and honesty associated with its direction as it makes you feel touches of bliss.
My dearest Sanidhya! Never thought that when I named you as Sanidhya that I will crave for your sanidhya, my Sanidhya. But the moments with you will envelope me and I will cuddle myself in womb of your memories with me. My hand folded against my chest and my knees squeezed against my forehead so that your memories are vacuumed within me thus making it a nest of womb within a womb. But then I’m in air and it definitely touches you as I feel your heart beat so then why it’s so contradictory? But that’s love, I think. Your embrace is what I desire, my dearest son but with dignity and my head held high so that you can be proud of me and remember me with same love as I love you and my father and mother. Hope and Prayer are the oxygen of life as it lets me live. My dearest beta, I may not physically see you but my hope allows me to touch you and prayers envision me to see you. My love for you will continue to provide me strength to overcome the insults and dejections; thus hope to meet you with my dignity and virtues intact. My dearest beta, in each of us we have several personalities dissolved and waiting from the sub-consciousness to consciousness. I have seen all shades of energies sublimed into your little body but powerful soul. I know and hope you will be able to enjoy all the shades and rainbows of consciousness and natures to enjoy the nature and beyond it. Honor and Dignity are the two very important aspects which are the path lighters towards truth and then ultimately towards meditation. All the above virtues can be established via true love and non-violence. I’m sure you will uphold your honor as I have learnt to and will teach the world one day the path to truth and peace. Sometimes I smile that how can anyone take the vibrations of your tiny heartbeats in my body when you use to lie on my stomach. How can anyone take the first touch of the tiny droplets of milk from my finger to your lips. How can someone take the first smell of your body’s first wash. How can anyone take the touch of my tears on your forehead in neo-natal. How can anyone take the joy of my stories to you. How can anyone take the tightness of your embrace. How can anyone take the echo of laughter cocooned in the ecosystem from me? How can anyone take the sound and smell of your burp from me? My dear son I may not be able to see you or you may not be able to see me but believe me we will be able to feel each other always and everywhere. Time has stopped for me and will not move against all the rational and explanations. Your breathing reads like needles of the clock for me and motivates me to create an omnipresent cocoon of love. The perspective is same who is inside it, whether you or me, but both of us hear each others heartbeat, and that’s what matter and also important. Again, on this special occasion may God bless your mother. If she is near you try to embrace her, your embrace may bring love to her heart and happiness to her soul. May the pure and selfless love transmit in her, sparks of wisdom and sheer ego-less love for everyone including herself in true sense. May she be happy and spread happiness. My and your Dadaji’s and Dadiji’s prayers for you will reach you, protect you and fulfill your body and soul with bliss. My God who is my Lord will be with you as your savior, protector and director. He will help you to accomplish what you are destined and will bring prosperity to you and bliss to your soul.
Om !
Your Father,
Ravi